I wake up at 9 and I open the window. I look at the sea- I'm in Italy where I spend holiday. I've been here for 1 week and still I have seven days to take a rest and relax before I go back to Poland. I'm on my own because I decided that I need to get rid of people who make me sick! I have some holly time to focus on my emotions, nerves, thoughts... People whom I meet at the seaside and in the countryside do not get on my nerves. They are very helpful and smile all the time. Since I relax and sunbathe from dawn till dusk I can exchange greetings (I've learnt a bit Italian so I'm able to understand the natives and I can even make short conversations!). Every day I have breakfast on the beach. I eat rolls with cheese and jam and there is no one to tell me that it's too much or unhealthy! I wear a swimming suit adn I'm happy with the way I look like. You cannot imagine how I enjoy this time! There are no limits and no barriers - finally I breathe! I've needed it so much! It would be a paradise, it could be heaven, but... But I miss my family... I miss my husband and my child :) That's why I wake up at 9 and pack my luggage. I have to go back and try to understand that I do not have take care about other people's opinions and ideas. I have my own life, friends and family that I love the most in the world:) When they're with me I'm the happiest woman :):):):)
